Poetry · हिंदी

इनाम

Inaam — Reward
Original · हिंदी

या भूले हो ये भी कि तुम मेरे हो,
या फिर कुछ था ही नहीं।
और हम तुम साथ नहीं?
क्यों नहीं?
कैसे नहीं?
हालातों ने करा कुछ ऐसा,
मिलें दोबारा फिर से नहीं।

दिल को ये कबूल नहीं
कि अब हम फिर से मिलेंगे नहीं।

खामोशी ने भी अब जवाब देना छोड़ दिया।
जो कहना था,
वो आँखों में ही बस कर रह गया है।

कुछ सवाल अधूरे रह गए,
कुछ जवाब कहे जाने से डर गए।

हम रुके रहे,
वक्त चलता रहा।
जो अपना था,
वो पराया सा बन गया।

थोड़ा सा तुम,
थोड़ा सा हम।
बीच में जो था हमारे,
वो कह न पाए हम।

अगर इनाम यही है,
तो ठीक ही सही।
तुम्हारी यादों में
अपनी रूह को डुबाना ठीक ही सही।
मैं यहीं,
तुम वहीं,
बीच में खामोशी सही।

Translation · English

Have you forgotten that you once belonged to me,
or was there never anything between us at all?
And if we were never meant to be together,
then why not?
How not?
Circumstances turned out such
that we could never meet again.

My heart still refuses to accept
that we may never meet once more.

Even silence has stopped answering now.
What needed to be said
remained resting within the eyes.

Some questions remained unfinished,
some answers grew afraid of being spoken.

I stood still,
while time kept moving.
What once felt like my own
slowly became a stranger.

A little of you,
a little of me.
What existed between us
was something neither of us could say.

And if this is the reward,
then so be it.
To drown my soul
in the memories of you —
then so be it.
I remain here,
you remain there,
and between us,
silence remains.

"खामोशी ने भी अब जवाब देना छोड़ दिया"
Even silence has stopped answering now.
Translation by the author. Inspired by "Inaam" by Anuv Jain — original verse beginning after the line "yaan bhule ho yeh bhi."
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About the Author Eknoorjeet Kaur Bhullar St. Joseph's Convent School, Ferozepur Cantt · Punjab, India

Eknoorjeet Kaur Bhullar is a student and writer from Ferozepur, India. She is drawn to the emotional afterlife of memory: dreams of departed loved ones, promises that linger, and the silences people leave behind. She writes across English, Punjabi, Hindi, Urdu and Korean, believing every language carries a different shade of longing.

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