Poetry · हिंदी

कश्मकश

Kashmakash — Dilemma
Original · हिंदी

अगर मिलना ही होता तो कोई बिछड़ता ही क्यों?
अगर हँसना ही होता तो फिर कोई रोता ही क्यों?
अगर जीना ही होता तो फिर इंसान मरता ही क्यों?

यादों को भूलना चाहता है और संभालना भी,
इस कश्मकश का जवाब पता होता तो कोई शायर बनता क्यों?

खुशनुमा थीं वो यादें, तो उनको भूलना ही क्यों?
अगर वाकई नसीब पहले से लिखा था,
तो इंसान दुआ करता ही क्यों?

वाकई में अगर जीना ही होता,
तो फिर इंसान मरता ही क्यों?

Translation · English

If people were always meant to meet,
then why would anyone ever part?
If life were meant only for laughter,
then why would anyone ever cry?
If living were the only certainty,
then why must human beings die?

The heart wishes to forget memories,
yet also preserve them.
If the answer to this dilemma were known,
why would anyone become a poet?

If those memories were truly beautiful,
then why should they be forgotten?
If destiny was already written beforehand,
then why would people pray at all?

And if life alone was meant to be,
then why must human beings die?

"इस कश्मकश का जवाब पता होता तो कोई शायर बनता क्यों?"
If the answer to this dilemma were known, why would anyone become a poet?
Translation by the author.
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About the Author Eknoorjeet Kaur Bhullar St. Joseph's Convent School, Ferozepur Cantt · Punjab, India

Eknoorjeet Kaur Bhullar is a student and writer from Ferozepur, India. She is drawn to the emotional afterlife of memory: dreams of departed loved ones, promises that linger, and the silences people leave behind. She writes across English, Punjabi, Hindi, Urdu and Korean, believing every language carries a different shade of longing.

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